Caitlin says I’m probably over-analyzing but I don’t think I am. Fine, I’ll bring up the Katy Perry metaphor again. I feel like if it’s just the two of us, I can talk to him a lot easier than when adding a certain friend into the equation. Which sucks. Yeah, he’s hot and then he’s cold. Maybe they’re just better friends? I did just start talking to him less than a week ago. But I admit that I’m jealous of the attention that she gets. But maybe he actually is flirting with her? But then again, we were totally joking around during lunch today.
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Okay, I’m over-analyzing. But still.
If I could portray my life as is into a book right now, it would so totally fit with Anna and the French Kiss. And I’m not saying this just because author Stephanie Perkins is made of awesome and that I’m completely in love with the book, but right now, I can totally relate with Anna. Boys with accents, exploring the city (New York, not Paris in my case), friends, that awkward moment where you think your friend likes the same boy, etc, etc. But in my case, I totally feel like Mer. Which totally sucks. Because we all (okay, maybe not everyone has read Anna) know how the story ends. Anna gets the boy masterpiece. And if I’m Mer, I’ll be stuck alone. Again.
Sigh this is depressing. I’ll go back to reading Anna and not think about the fact that I’m Mer-in-real-life. Pretending to be Anna is much more fun.
… Or maybe I’m just feeling overly hormonal since I’m not being regulated anymore. Oh geez.
Oh, and one more thing: why am I blabbing everything about my personal life on the blogosphere? Am I insane? … No my hormones are just out of control. Sigh. Okay, time for homework.
♥ Thanks: Sunny

I made a collage last year to decorate my room, but this year, I wanted something that was a little more meaningful. This is one of my favorite literary quotes. Suzanne Collins is a beautiful writer.
This surprisingly did not take very long to make. I just cut out around 25 pages of magazine ads, cut them in half, and then cut them into letters.
I’m thinking about doing another quote for the other side of the room.
My winning (runner-up) contest entry for Love Never Dies contest at Random Buzzers. What character from a novel embodies the phrase love never dies:
Severus Snape, a professor in J.K. Rowling’s Harry Potter series, embodies the phrase, “Love Never Dies.” Snape had infiltrated the ranks of Lord Voldemort, the most feared wizard of all time, because of his undying love for Lily Potter. In hopes of preserving her memory, he helped Harry Potter for the next seventeen years of his life, despite the fact that Harry’s dad had tormented him throughout his childhood. Harry wasn’t his favorite person either, but Snape had saved his live many times. He became a double agent for Albus Dumbledore and gave knowledge to the Order of the Phoenix that was instrumental for the defeat of Voldemort. Severus Snape is one of literature’s biggest under dog. With his greasy hair and hooked nose, it was so easy to hate him. But after hearing that everything he did was for his unrequited love for Lily Potter, how could you not admire him? Despite Lily’s death, he did everything in his power to keep her only son alive.
To be honest, I did this all for fun. I’m a Potter fanatic but who knew that I would actually win a runner-up prize? Potter ftw!

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